hi all my lovely lil babes. I'm about to post some photos th..
Added 2021-08-11 19:32:37 +0000 UTChi all my lovely lil babes. I'm about to post some photos that I would typically edit a lot more because I have so many blemishes (for months now). I normally choose to edit out a lot of my skin condition and blemishes because I know it pays my bills better and I don't want to be harassed for how I look. but I also struggle a lot with that decision because it goes against a lot of my feelings about body acceptance. I don't think I will stop but I do think I needed to show how my skin really looks right now for my own mental well being. the pics also feature some close ups on some stretch marks, body hair and cute things like that. I hope you all love them all the same but understand if its not your favorite post. just be nice to me, I'm soft as fuck. just wanted to be a lil human and get a lil personal I guess. it's been a rough 20ish months of skin condition diagnosis, so much dental work, car totaling and anxiety over a pandemic. my skin is suffering a lot from all that stress and its a bit frustrating. there was a time when this would wear on my self esteem but when I look in the mirror now, I'm just pained by my struggle to take care of myself. so I'm going to take a break until the 18th at least. maybe a lil longer. but I'm gonna schedule some posts that will surely hold you over until my sexy sexy return and I'll be sure to reply to my few unread messages as well. but then I'm going to sign out for a week and try to really focus on my mental health. if I am not back after the 18th, I will at least sign in and check my messages and things like that. 💖
