


Scrub a dub dub 🧼 Sometimes i really have to convince myself to take a shower. Or just taking care of myself in general. I read that whatever your love language is, the way you self sabotage is the reverse meaning of that. Mine is quality time, which adds the fuck up lol. I neglect myself as some sense of control I think. When I’m in a negative headspace or when traumatic events happen, the longing for control comes from my childhood of course haha as much of our personalities/character does. But I digress, unpatterning these coping mechanisms is messy and so fucking worth it. I deserve to be clean, I deserve to be fed, and I deserve to feel my emotions without conditions. Unconditional love babyyyyyy🧡🧡 Pay to view: Drippy drip newds plus an awkward video lol