Recent photoshoot for Dez Beauty!! I started modeling with ..
Added 2022-06-09 02:54:59 +0000 UTCRecent photoshoot for Dez Beauty!! I started modeling with I was 19 to help with my body dysmorphia and to help others feel more confident and comfortable with their bodies. I wish i had really been able to embody my own preachings at the time but I struggled with an eating disorder. I’ve have been doing well the last two years; I’ve gained 25lbs since becoming 1. Aware of a substance use issue and 2. Aware that I was masking an eating disorder with the substance abuse. Modeling now feels a little foreign tbh. But I feel more accepting of my body than ever :) doesn’t mean there’s not days or nights that I’m not, I’m just more gentle with myself in the process now🧡
