Just a little tease! Trying to catch up on all of the vide..
Added 2020-12-11 01:00:01 +0000 UTCJust a little tease! Trying to catch up on all of the videos that have been sitting waiting to be edited. I still don't have a washer and dryer so the five black trash bags of our clothes are still out of commission, but when I get a little money (after paying my disconnected cell phone bill- rip) I'm going to take all of it to the laundromat ($1.10/lb ayyyyy) so I can catch up on custom content next. I know I've been very vague on here and on social media about how and what I'm doing, which I'm sure has been frustrating to those who have seen me active on twitter or to whom I owe content. I'm sorry for my hermiting. I've finally made some big breakthroughs in the past week or so, and most of my PTSD symptoms are now manageable most of the time. The cognitive effects (short term memory problems, brain fog, inability to synthesize information quickly), however, exacerbate my already-severe ADHD, so I'm taking steps to add more structure and routine to my life. This should help me accomplish the things I want and need to do, and follow through on things I say I'll do- a painful lifelong struggle for me. I'm so grateful for all of your patience and kindness over this past year, what with sporadic posts, lack of explicit content, unanswered DMs and long overdue customs. I don't want to give an exact timeline because I keep doing that and then failing, but I'm hoping that with structure and intentionality, I can make shooting and uploading content part of my daily routine. I love you BBs, be kind to yourselves.
