

I finally hit my avarage of 250 Kg today. Im so glad im back again where i was. 223 Kg was awful. This time i had a lot of training and i think the insanely amount of calorie i take above 10k a day finally made me food addicted bacause i never had struggle to stop eating. Thats why inlost weight often.
This time, i cant think of not eating. While writing i gobble up 800 ml of chocolate fla.
Also when i stop taking a shake and missing out 4500 kcal, or leaving out a meal my hunger is different. Its getting so much, that i have pain and an urge to eat something like i never had before. Strong as my horniness but with food. So i really hope i am to gain even more.
I truely need a caretaker soon when this rate goes on lol