A more official statement to follow up on Hooves-art's post...

A more official statement to follow up on Hooves-art's post. Twitter wont let me post this, so like...I give you all permission to screenshot this and post it for me. Many have asked me "Lexxi, why not make a new Twitter account and start over?" Twitter was already my attempt at "starting over" 3yrs ago. Thats not the point. I'm tired of fighting 3rd party websites that could pull the rug from under you at any moment if you say or post something they don't like. They literally have the power to take your your brand, your hobby, your personality, and your life away and not give a fuck if it's the way you pay your bills and feed your family. You CAN'T build anything stable on that. Im just fucking tired of trying. Im also tired of having to live this double life. It's very stressful having to hide my true self from everyone (my agent, casting directors, industry professionals, my mom and dad, the kids that love my work, Disney, ect) because of my professional voice acting career. I've lived this way for 10yrs...10 fucking years living in fear that someone will dox me and ruin not only my career, but my life. I feel like i can't be the real me, and it legit feels like I've developed a minor case of split personality disorder because of how many personas I've had to take on. This suspension was a wake up call that everything I do is temporary and can be deleted at any point. It's already happened to me once on Tumblr, and that broke my heart so badly that I never truly recovered from it. Being able to make audios and freely answer people's relationship questions without fear of the site saying "Thats too lewd/offensive!" brought me so much joy. When that was taken from me during the site-wide nsfw ban, I just never felt the same when I moved to Twitter. Since this happened to me again last week, I've just felt lost. I still haven't decided where to go from here. I might come back, I might not, I might come back merging all of my personas together. Idk yet. I just need time to think is all. In the mean time, Im not doing anymore nsfw audios for the time being; not for commissions or animators. Korra will, however post photos/videos on here every so often... if she's feeling it.... Thank you to those who have stuck by me for the entire decade, and those new folks who recently joined the journey who stayed. For the latter, I'm sorry that you didn't see me in my prime. ~Lexxi