happy thanksgiving :) this is my least fave holiday, a few ..
Added 2023-11-24 10:06:01 +0000 UTChappy thanksgiving :) this is my least fave holiday, a few years ago i woke up the day after thanksgiving to find out that my younger brother had died. my whole family situation is really hard for me and not something i like to think about in general and that obviously didn't help much, so it's a really hard little bit for me but i love the holiday season in general, its so good for a lot of people and i hold on to hope that i can create that for me too, it's just not quite there yet and that's ok so, if its like that for u, i'm sending hugs it's sucky seeing other people feel so happy when it's actively not like that for u. and if its not and u love the holidays, i'm so happy for u and i hope u never have to feel the way i've felt about this, until i'm there myself i love watching people be happy, and i trust that with time i'll have new memories that will make the old ones easier to deal with 💜
