update on my last update ðŸ˜. yall. im not moving anymore, thi..
Added 2024-11-02 23:14:29 +0000 UTCupdate on my last update ðŸ˜. yall. im not moving anymore, this whole week of packing was for nothing, i wasted my time and money. because i though i was leaving, i spent a lot on friends so we can enjoy time together before i leave. the reason for rejecting the offer i was given? as a 23 year old women. moving to my fathers (who i never lived with before) i dont need curfew to be in bed by a certain time. nor do i need to clean up someone else's mess. i clean up after myself. not after others. its all about control. id rather deal with what im dealing with now than to give away my freedom for a few months to years worth of working. apologies for not being online. obviously ive been hella stressed with bull shit that doesn't exist anymore. now i have to reconstruct my life again knowing im never going to move. im not happy. information was kept from me. otherwise i would not have accepted moving.
