I attempted to self shoot these today and you can see the st..
Added 2020-10-30 19:40:43 +0000 UTCI attempted to self shoot these today and you can see the stress on my face. I’m not happy with what this day has brought. I felt the pressure and rush bc I waited last minute. This is no ones fault but myself so cheers. Lets hope tomorrow I can get up early with no problems. Self shooting is such a pain. My lights weren’t working properly, people were here fixing a water leak and just nothing felt right. I hated my makeup(I edited this heavily to see what I actually wanted). So again, I will attempt a shoot tomorrow and see how it goes. I’m really upset at myself and am currently sobbing. Please understand that the models you support try their very hardest and always have a pressure to perform every second of the day and if they don’t they feel as if they are letting people down. Its a big mood today. I really wanted to feel good and feel accomplished but life happened.
