if this post reaches $200 I’ll reconsider leaving OF and my ..
Added 2021-12-08 08:37:34 +0000 UTCif this post reaches $200 I’ll reconsider leaving OF and my content style Although the site is buggy, and the people behind it are useless, and making content is so fucking hard these days with my mental health and all, I know a lot of you stay on the site JUST for me, even if it’s just to chat. Being on here for over a year, I’ve met so many cool people on here but I’ve also met the absolute worst type of people, so I’m kind of conflicted. :/ I debated quitting SW entirely but i’m really not in the right headspace to make these big ass decisions, I’m hoping therapy, getting off medication and taking a break from social media to focus on myself will help. Deciding to change my content style was definitely an impulsive and emotional decision after being super frustrated with this site and how they don’t help or listen to me at all. I’ve submitted so many support tickets to OF to NO avail and I pay way too much money just to get leaks off google and they don’t even get taken down. It’s humiliating and tiring. I definitely do want to make some changes in 2022 but I don’t know if changing my style completely is the right thing to do. I really do need a break though, this + school + lying to family about my income hasn’t been easy at all. I know to some of y’all it’s not that deep, but honestly I’ve been depressed and sewercidal since 2015 and coming on here sometimes makes it worse. I’m sorry if this comes off as cringe and stupid but idk, maybe I am lol. I’d love to hear your thoughts or suggestions if any. xx
