I decided to take some 🍄 solo yesterday, a very small dose. ..
Added 2023-02-19 16:37:39 +0000 UTCI decided to take some 🍄 solo yesterday, a very small dose. I think it was a good move and something I may do more often. I put my AirPods in and turned on some bilateral music (it bounces between your ears). I closed my eyes and I waited, watched, sobbed, etc. I can’t say it was a big positive experience. It definitely wasn’t. But I’d do it again. My takeaway: my inner ch ild is an egg I carry around, like they teach kids about having babies in school. Don’t break the egg! Similarly, I had a moment of remembering the exercise in grade school where kids try to protect the egg for a high drop, wrapping it up to protect it from breaking. Do I want my egg protected like that? Nope. I just need to carry it with love. And sometimes I can let others carry it briefly, when I need a break. But the egg is mine. I need to be the ultimate caretaker. Thank you to my clients who briefly let me carry their egg (aka hold them). I know I don’t let many people actually carry mine. And I know most of my clients don’t either. But some do. I feel it and I appreciate the honor and trust that has been built.
