

I feel like my mental health is going down fast again and idk what to do. My step mothers constantly telling me I’m a failure and that she hopes I die soon. Constantly tells me how much I am failing at being a mother myself. I try really hard to ignore it but it’s not working. The words she says plus what my mind says constantly is becoming so loud in my head that I just want to curl up And hide from the world right now. Debating deleting all social media atm accept this. But I suppose I’ll see how I feel as the days go by. I keep trying to remind myself that my depression always gets bad this time of year. But even that’s not helping.