Day 6 in Barcelona. Went on some app and found a group of pe..
Added 2021-10-16 20:04:40 +0000 UTCDay 6 in Barcelona. Went on some app and found a group of people to jam. I was really nervous to be honest because this was the first time Im really jamming with musicians in a foreign country, in Spain, in Europe. This was intimidating. I always feel like musicians out here are way more advanced and better. I, as a self taught musican, really dont know if i could handle this. I might probably fuck it up as I did the other night with the song Bohemian Rhapsody. And I was the only girl. In the end, I sang, played the piano and the drums. They had not expected a girl who just moved from a foreign country to Spain, could play all of the instruments. To be honest i had not expected myself to be able to handle it either but today i learned a lot in this jam session, and i confirmed again that yes, i can do it all. Yes I just need to keep doing what im doing. Especially after playing the drums they all gave me a round of applause i was so flattered and proud. I was really scared that the musicians would not like me because I was not sure where I was. But turned out they were alll impressed. Now I wanna work so much harder to make the whole world impressed..... Anyways, tomorrow I will look for dance studio. Gotta pick up my dance skills as well. I used to be the champion in my city when I was in high school!! I enjoy hustle and bustle. I'd always stand high and look down the city, and I'll always be impressed by how colossal the earth is and how tiny human beings are. Triggers me to work harder, to be better.
