Day 8 in Barcelona. Today my school started. As someone who ..
Added 2021-10-19 04:08:51 +0000 UTCDay 8 in Barcelona. Today my school started. As someone who had never studied abroad, i had so much envision to sit in a classroom filled with students with different hair style, eyes color, different faces, different atitudes and who speak different languages!! Wow everything was new to me because I had always been studying in traditional Chinese school!! To be honest, i was also quite worried. Though I understand most people now are not racists, its still a thing. But they say nobody's racist to a pretty girl hahhahaha. and yea, worried also because I had never had a Spanish lesson. I taught myself Spanish with books and movies. And i still make a lot of grammtical mistakes when I speak. I was afraid that people would laugh at me. It was a combination of anticipation and apprehesion... However, everybody turned out to be very impressed by my Spanish, the profesor said I was very impressive because usually Chinese students speak very poor Spanish and yet I speak it SO WELL and NATURALLY. Its even more unbeliveable that I studied this ALL ON MY OWN.................... Agian, confirmed - nothing is impossible. You just gotta do it. So yea, need to keep myself on my toes agian now that im settled. I wanna start taking drums lessons, bass lessons, piano lessons, flamenco guitar lessons, electronic guitar lessons and dance lessons again. I know I'm good. But not good enough. So, I'll keep working. And I know the day will come. Nothing is impossible. But then later today I felt so tired that i didnt want to get up and go study... I feel like im wasting a lot of time. I hate the lazy version of me yet today i was lazy. UGHHHH IM SUCH A GOODFORNOTHING! 😔 Tic tocking, time wasting..... Rooftop views always take me somewhere far away, far away, far far far away.
