day 13 in Barcelona. Didn't go to jam cuz i freaked out and..
Added 2021-10-24 09:24:25 +0000 UTCday 13 in Barcelona. Didn't go to jam cuz i freaked out and i came up with some lame excuses and canceled it. yea... i feel stupid.... i shouldve gone to jam... but i just didnt really feel like i was prepared... 10 songs in 2 days was just not enough.. also this week im sure as hell wasnt as fun as last week cuz they are more girls this week hahaha. I'm not into girls🤣🤣🤣 apart from that, studied a whole lot. Sigh, what is it for, sometimes i think, if im here selling my body pictures and not a lot are truly interested in what's inside of me. There are a few, and so I appreciate you all. But what if all the efforts are for nothing? I dont know i dont want to think about it. I just want to keep working hard. Maybe it'll pay off, maybe it'll not. Red makes me feel alive. Do you like red as much as i do?
