day 29 in barcelona!!! Almost a month!!! I havent posted for..
Added 2021-11-08 21:32:23 +0000 UTCday 29 in barcelona!!! Almost a month!!! I havent posted for 2 days because i have been on period..... And it hurts a lot!!!!!!!ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ Being sick makes me miss home more. and wow i have left home for a month now. I really miss China, where everything is fast and convenient. Things are just SO SLOWWWWW here...... I been looking at tiktok, trying to maybe, idk, blaze a trail there as well... But idk...there seem to be a lot of cool creators as well and i doubt if i can be as good...or better..... Yea i doubt myself constantly to be honest, which is not a good thing. Sometimes i cant help but think: while everybodys telling you how good you are, but the reality is you are just not as good as you think you are, you are just... not as talented as they think you are? idk.... im tired i need some sleep. Good night guys. I'll be wearing this to bed tonight!!😴😴
