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Day 50 in Barcelona. I started my birth control pills 3 week..

Added 2021-12-01 23:45:13 +0000 UTC

Day 50 in Barcelona. I started my birth control pills 3 weeks ago and it's fuckjng my mood up. I can't concentrate on my study, my music, my diet, my life.... everything's become stressful to me ... I feel like hiting somebody at any moment...So here I am, taking it out on my drums. Also been thinking a lot about where my career is going. I feel like I'm still being pretty much the same as I came here 50 days ago.the more I think about this the more stressed and depressed I am. With the glacial weather everything is just harder 🥲. I hate the cold I want summer 🥲🥲🥲 and I'm hungry but I can't eat. And I'm cold but my landlord cut my heater. And tomorrow is the day I pay the rent and I'm gonna be left with no money soon. AND I have my bass class in 2 days but I still haven't practiced enough. AND I've been ble eding cuz my body's adjusting to hormones levels. AND I wasn't engaged today when I talked to my mom and I think she's a lil disappointed. AND I've been lying to my mom about my income sources.....😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 LIFE IS NOT EASY OMG IM FEELING EMONTIONAL AGAIN I WANNA CRY.. STUPID HORMONES STUPID PILLS😭