

Day ? Tired, depressed, stressed, annoyed. I wish life was easier. I feel different these days than the first time I arrive in Barcelona. I was crazy, excited, energetic all the time. Now I'm more calm, not even dressing up, not even wearing lipstick. just wanna quietly peacefully study,practice, go home , sleep. The excitement of being in a new country has faded away. Those novel walls with graffiti that once blew my mind are what I open my door to every morning. I miss home. I miss them a lot a lot. what if I don't achieve anything this year? and I've sacrificed so much time when I could have been with my family..... I would never forget myself. I'm stressed. tired. depressed. nostalgic. annoyed.