Day 84 in barcelona. Its almost been three months here now. ..
Added 2022-01-06 22:04:07 +0000 UTCDay 84 in barcelona. Its almost been three months here now. They say its a thing when it hits 3 months, that you will feel life is stuck again and you'll miss your family very very much. And this is how I feel now. This city is cold. And i feel like im losing my motivation. i want somebody to love. I want somebody to love me. Where is he? I remember the first month i got here, everything was exciting for me!! Nobody knew me!! I was like im so cool look at me im exploring this new continent new country new city!! Who else is doing this but me??!! damnn at this rate im really gonna be a superstar!!! i was so motivated so thrilled, every minute was a blast. Now, everything goes black again. Life has settled to routines. I dont feel it except for when im practicing music, i feel like a walking dead. And the apartment renting thing, still havent sorted it out. Im living in a hotel now burning money. And since im busy with apartment hunting i havent had time to hire new photographers to shoot me. So here is another one from the past series. And i need money to hire photographers and pay rents lol 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭Everything needs money...life kinda sucks when you are poor...😅
