Day 86 in Barcelona. I promised to talk about the other pers..

Day 86 in Barcelona. I promised to talk about the other person who i tried to be nice with but eventually let me down. Hes an onlyfans member, an early member. probably the first one who signed up here. I thought he was really sincere and at that time i didnt have many fans here, so when he asked me for my whatsapp, i just gave him. over the course of these months, he kept sending me countless messages on whatsapp, which is fine. I reply to his messages. And i was grateful that he was such a nice person cuz not only that he cared, he sent me some tips sometimes. But things quickly got out of control. Every day he messaged me more and expected me to reply to his messages more and sooner and more frequent. Also he required to do videocall me and of course i said yes, cuz he just seemed so sincere. So i did it(nothing sexual just normal videocall). So after this first time calling him he got obssessed. Gradually asking me to do more and longer videocalls with him. And he would also aggressively send me money to create a sense of me owing him. I felt powerless. Now ive never asked him to send me tips and every time he sends me money he says he just wants to help me, he want nothing in return. And frankly, I know how things work in life. Once you take his money you owe him even though he said its a gift. Theres no free lunch. He'd have to want something back. So ive also told him many times to stop sending me money because i know how it works.And mostly I hate being manipulated into kinda like obligatorily chatting with him and do calls with him. I'm always very busy practicing. AND mostly I really don't like the manipulation. But this is fine. What it got to me the most is that time when i did a live on here, Only fans. After i finished the live i was super upset because i felt like i might have shown too much on here, and i was terrified that somebody ever took any screenshots there. Knowing i was terrified and depressed, he was the first person to come to talk to me and be like, "oh babe im sorry you had to go through this i hope nobody took any screenshots or recorded the whole thing! I feel so sorry for you." I was actually kind of touched. A month later, after constantly pressuring me to do sexual videochat and guilt tripping me, one day he implied that i was a prostitute on whatsapp. And that REALLY set me off. I blocked him right away. He was angry. He later on came to my instagram and sent me a few screenshots. Screenshots that HE took during the live that i dont want to recall on OF and im sure he recorded the whole thing. Not only that, he THREATENED me, saying he would have me gain the fame i want on ig, meaning he would post all of these screenshots online...... I threanted him back to sue him and he was such a pussy he backed down instantly. To be honest when i saw those screenshots i really felt helpless and depressed and i was in despair. I cant believe somebody that i trusted, gave him my contact to would be so ungrateful and pay me back like that. I barely use whatsapp now. sigh. People do take it for granted.And the fact that he tried to threaten me just blew my mind. Another example of giving them an inch they take a mile. Anyways, gotta keep doing music gotta keep working. Cant let these people get to me. Ill be fine. Im awesome! heres a new picture everybody. I hope you like it.