


Day? Some selfies. Getting depressed again and under pressure so lately I've kinda abandoned social media. I wanna go back to the normal life. I've even lost interests in practicing. when I start focusing I'll just be thinking, why am I even trying? ive tried so hard for years and look at me, still a failure. (and there are so many people who made it without even putting out so much efforts.....🤒) But I still don't give up. So I'm just feeling like I'm growing up very slowly. I need a break . but there is no break in life. so what can I do. keep going. idk......... some selfies also guys although I update my insta quite slowly recently, on onlyfans it'll Still be the same cuz I quite like the idea of this, I feel like writing a diary. anyways love u all