Day ? Here's the original picture from IG. So lately, I'm ..
Added 2022-02-11 23:52:16 +0000 UTCDay ? Here's the original picture from IG. So lately, I'm depressed again. I don't see the future again. and I feel like I'm already 22 and everything is too late. I've always been thinking, how come there are people that were born in rich family hence the brilliant education and then they make it before everybody. Like why? Isn't life supposed to be fair? I know it's not but, my family has never been rich and I had to find my own interests I had to learn everything on my own. I had to get what I want through hard work, through hustling, through hooking, through posting sexy pictures online . I had to get my guitar through that. I had to go to Spain through that. I had to do everything through my own efforts. Whereas, there are just people, they wanna learn such and such, they call up their parents and they get what they want AND better education. I had to learn English on my own whereas some were born in foreign countries congenitally. The dreamland for me to do music is where some people are sick of because they ve been there since the minute they were born. I have to do everything on my own yet some already got everything that I own through efforts by birth. Is life fair? I don't even know. sometimes I think yea it is though because of hardships and obstacles I'm stronger and tougher! But when you see rich yo ung kids are making it yet you are still struggling... I don't know any more. Time will tell if life is fair, I guess. I need to keep fighting.
