day ? you guys must think I don't update anymore WRONG!!!!! ..
Added 2022-03-12 02:24:50 +0000 UTCday ? you guys must think I don't update anymore WRONG!!!!! I'm still updating! maybe less frequent since I'm dealing with my depression. But! I'm strong so I'll pull it through. I've been writing songs. I wrote a song called Fucking Loser. Personally don't really feel like it's an amazing song but I played it to my friends. And they all loved it and think it's a great song. haha well I tried to put my thoughts, everything I perceive into the song. I love songwriting. And ok yesterday I saw a shrink for the first time in my life. Honestly, didn't help much. Maybe it's because it's still the first session. My friend said it's the meds I need to be taking. Sorry guys for the belated update. I'll try to post as much as I can. And I know a lot of people are unsubscribing as well. that's ok. I don't really want a lot of people to see my vulnerable side. When I was normal I was such a confident, strong and beautiful woman. I knew for sure I got it all but when I'm depressed. it's a 180 degree change. It's raining in Barcelona. I miss home so much. and I don't know when I will be able to go home.......
