


Day? Some selfies. I've been living in a hostel for about 2 weeks. everything seems to be getting better, except that I know my problem is still there. I'm not happy around my friends anymore. yea I met some friends here at the hostel. but I knew something was not the same anymore. I'm so self abused now. I feel like I'm inferior. Also my grandmother was hospitalized. I'm very very very worried about her. She will be better though I know it. Though I'm still worried. I don't know what to do. I feel helpless. Also I feel disgusting and ugly and fat. I'm the worst. I'm super anxious these days. Where am i? what have I done ?what am I doing? I feel like wasting my life. omg too many things going on.