Good morning lovers I'm back online today and will be atte..

Good morning lovers

I'm back online today and will be attempting to get on top of the polls and queues.

Not everything is sexy all the time, I can't do sexy 24/7 and am trying to find a balance for this page that works for you fans.

I do have one or two boy girl videos still being worked on behind the scenes that will hopefully be released next month.

Since October I have not filmed with any other co stars unless it is a custom, so am building relationships with co stars in the background so we can film and make some amazing content that I creatively want to share which means it will take time.

I have many current ppvs going out to rebillers for free as rewards, so please do keep supporting me here so you don't miss out.

This is hard for me to choose to share, I have had two friends pass in the past few weeks, I had the police at my door regarding a sexual assault between my ex and ex bestie who are also creators and co stars.

I have been called a grape apologist and shunned by a large majority of the female content creators here in Australia but I'm attempting to rebuild relationships that are more aligned with me and my values.

When I started doing collabs, I thought I found a community that I aligned with, but I soon found myself I was back in highschool where I am judged by outsiders who don't me and whom can't bring themselves to have an uncomfortable conversation in order to reach some level of civility or reparation.

My own personal break up with my ex, who denied ever being in a relationship with me, manipulated me, gaslit me and financially ruined me last year also works as a creator in this very same community and his new skinny girlfriend is also a big name in the industry which further complicates the situation.

This all means I have been blacklisted, I can't attend collab weekends in most of Australia which restricts who I am able to work with and at a concentrated level to create bulk content for my pages.

Moving forward I will be creating content with co stars that I am connected with in a personal way or I remain in good standing with.

I haven't wanted to share this drama with my fans, it seems silly but I have spent the past two weeks in bed and unable to move due to a deep and dark depression. I am coming out the other side and working to play catch up on customs etc. I ask that you please be patient with me.

I came very close to quitting and closing all my pages but I'm grateful I haven't. Which is why I am now choosing to share my vulnerability and rawness with my fans.

I want to get back to feeling sexy, even though I feel like a gross potatoe.

Love Alice
Xoxo